Goals update
So, I've pretty much gotten my schedule on lock. Only thing is I really need to figure out how to execute it better, as the time frames I've set aside for studying and going to the gym aren't really working just yet. I need to get into routine a hell of a lot better.
As of right now, I am at 223.6 pounds. My highest, and by far most pathetic weight thus far. I'm hoping to get to GW1 (197) by my spring break (the last week of march.) It'll be about 27 pounds, and I have nine weeks to do it. Then I want to get as close to GW2 (169) as possible before my family leaves for Australia mid-may. That'll be another 28 pounds.
I'm also going to the sauna weekly with one of my friends, who's also my running buddy for a 365 miles in 366 days challenge. I got a new gym membership for 24 hour fitness and plan to use it at least four times a week.
As much as I want to do this as healthily as possible, I feel like I won't be able to get to my goals fast enough just by eating healthy and working out alone. I really need to encorporate fasting at least once a week into this diet. And then after spring break another friend of mine is going to do the lemonade diet with me for a week to two weeks so that we can both detox.
My goal for now until spring break is to drop four pounds a week.
Body Issues
To be truly honest, I don't mind having kind of big legs. I have a lot of leg muscle, and I have an ass and I'm proud of that (because I mean, come on. Let's be honest here: having a bit of a butt to properly fill a skirt or dress is what we all want). If I could just get rid of all my inner thigh fat though and get my calves to be as trim as they were when I was still playing basketball, then I'd be okay with my legs being kind of big, cuz then it would be all muscle.
I mind incredibly all the fat coming out of my upper body, however. I want a super slim, super toned torso, and arms that don't jiggle. I want to be able to wear sleeveless tops and not feel self-conscious about my arms. I want to have those ab lines that show that I take my body seriously. I want to look at myself in the mirror from the side view and see only my boobs and ass sticking out; the rest of my I want to be tight and flab free.
I want to be the girl that looks stunning next to her boyfriend 100% of the time. And when he sees me, I don't want him to see fat. I want him to have a trophy girlfriend.
Life updates
My boyfriend and I are going three months strong on friday. (: We're both extremely happy and still hella honey-mooning it right now but I'm totally not complaining. Haha. (x Whenever he kisses my forehead I get butterflies and my heart skips a beat any time he tells me that I make him happy. He likes to hold my hand when he drives, and he always pulls me in by the waist when he wants to kiss me. He makes me kilig. (x <3
I got through last semester with a 3.0, which I'm really proud of. My overall GPA is still a 2.3 though, and I have to get it up another .6 points by the end of next semester so that I can apply to my major. This means I NEED all A's for the next two semesters. I'm not going to have much of a life. It's going to be studying, working out, and hanging out only if I'm lucky. But studying and working out have to be my main priorities. AC and I only see each other a few times a week so nothing will change in that aspect. Plus we're both trying to get into our majors so we understand that school is a top priority for each other.
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This has got to be the semester that I get shit done. I can't just say all this and sit around, watching shit stay the same. I really need to make the changes for the better, healthier, smarter and happier me to exist.
